I got rank +- 700 of 11.000+ students in my region (Central Java). And right now, im feelin the real insecurity of myself. With those shitty mark, i cant enter senior high school which i want. my older sister told me that she never got 100+ when she was in junior high school. the most worst rank that she got is just 100-ish, and the best is 10 of all student in my region. ikr, im not that smart tho. but can you feel me? huh?
Maybe this is just a 'little punishment' from God bc i easily get satisfied of all my result that i achieved.
Honestly im not working so hard on the test, now i know what happen if i do it again. InshaAllah, i wont doin it again cause the result will hurt my feelin and my mood tho.
no pain, no gain :> i must re-schedule my study time and others to be the more nice person. aamiiinnn
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