well, the good news is i got good rank, and it was 5. im so proud of myself, of course. i didn't expect that i'll got that rank. i just wish that i could be in top 10, not 5. but hey, i can do more! okay now, we're not talking about my rank, its my holiday...umm or more exactly is holyshit.
my parent very busy. idk, even though they have a worker for their bussiness. if you dont know, my mother have a store like a minimarket and my father have like a TV (or other electronic product, but mostly is TV) reparation. my parent is not the type of person who will leave their job alone. they must take a part of it. even tho they have a worker, they cant trust them 100%. so ya, you get my point or nah?
and then, when i ask them for holiday like in Jogja or anywhere, they REFUSE it. they said today is very busy blahblah or we find money for fullfil all your needs,etc. sad enough? im jealous of all my friends. they always having fun together while holiday. in bali, jogja, etc. me? i just do a movie marathon at home, and doing a boring thing. huhuhuhuhhuhuhuhu..... T_T
Sunday, 18 December 2016
Thursday, 15 December 2016
Get Better and hoping theres a miracle
Im so happy 'cause in this semester i got at least 5 or more nice mark in all subject. I work so hard, studied so hard til midnight or even at 1 am im still studied. Im the lazy, sleepy head, or whatever you call it kid, became a hardworker and studious(?) kid, lol. but im not disappointed at ALL cuz dudee who will disappointed when you got nice mark?
My mum being so nice to me and buy me something without i must do a 'puppy-face-thing' or save my money. she directly give me her moneyy. And my father make a promise before i do the test. he will buy me a shoes that i want since 92397238686 years ago, lol.
But, im still feel insecurity bcs a lot of my friends got piagam that makes their score in the final test get maybe better or more better for register theirself in high school next time. but one time, when i was grade 8 i tried to got the piagam but i cant. I join the basketball club but never won the game *sad. then my teacher offered me to join the story telling contest but i cant do itt. i cant be the 'expressiveness-people' when on stage. i think its stupid. heu.
But last day, my friends joining the photography and english speech contest. They offered by the one of my teacher. idk why my teacher not offered other class but only my friend's class. maybe, he feels my friend's class is the most class that often get achievement and a lot of smart people at here. uh, idk. i wont be dzolim. long story short, they won the contest even though just 3rd place or just contender. yes, im envy, i admit it. i always worrying about my score in final test. im not the smart-girl in the school or even in the class. im not.
i hope there's a miracle huuuuuuhh
My mum being so nice to me and buy me something without i must do a 'puppy-face-thing' or save my money. she directly give me her moneyy. And my father make a promise before i do the test. he will buy me a shoes that i want since 92397238686 years ago, lol.
But, im still feel insecurity bcs a lot of my friends got piagam that makes their score in the final test get maybe better or more better for register theirself in high school next time. but one time, when i was grade 8 i tried to got the piagam but i cant. I join the basketball club but never won the game *sad. then my teacher offered me to join the story telling contest but i cant do itt. i cant be the 'expressiveness-people' when on stage. i think its stupid. heu.
But last day, my friends joining the photography and english speech contest. They offered by the one of my teacher. idk why my teacher not offered other class but only my friend's class. maybe, he feels my friend's class is the most class that often get achievement and a lot of smart people at here. uh, idk. i wont be dzolim. long story short, they won the contest even though just 3rd place or just contender. yes, im envy, i admit it. i always worrying about my score in final test. im not the smart-girl in the school or even in the class. im not.
i hope there's a miracle huuuuuuhh
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