Hello, long time no see even tho i know who read my words just me and myself, loll
Okay, so about a few months ago i had an exam --final exam, precisely. And i got score under my expectation, its lil bit hurt cs my parent hope that i got up to 35. but that's okay. im grateful because my parent not conservative as ever and they just accept and know its my limit.
Honestly, i feel relief because a lot of academic/non academic charter that other people got can't be used to registration in SHS. But there's new frickin suck rules, for god sake. lemme tell you one by one.
For poor student in district get 3 point, and outside district get 2 points. And they get a special slot, top position. No matter how bad their score, they still on top. For this rule, i think its not fair enough. There's a lot students who work their ass off and they will be kicked because of 'them'. Sounds like arogan, but heyy.. lemme tell the truth. Capacity of the poor student must 20%+ from capacity of school itself. So many rich *sounds weird wk* people admit that they poor to get into the 20%+ capacity which very suckkkk. And then 'they' who admit they're poor mostly get bad score. But not all of them, just mostly. And i cry because of them who did cheating with this method cs i 'almost' got kicked from my future-school *cailah.
Rule number two, they--who is childern of teacher or labor in school which want to be registered get 2 points and outside school which want to be registered get 1 point. And this rule is the most un-acceptable rule for other people, especially many parent out there. Government said, teacher must get appreciated so with this rule can change mindset of students that being a teacher is good and well appreciated. and i was like "YAILA MAKKK bused dah". In my opinion, appreciation for all of teacher in Indonesia is good enough. There's many facility that government give to them. I don't know what exactly is, but i know its a really good benefit to them. And i think that's enough for them to be appreciated. Moreover, they get a pretty huge salary. and that's enough. there's no correlasion between teacher and their childern. And this rule is the most not make sense rule i've ever heard.
Rule number three is they who live near school (school itself set the area that got plus point, ha you know what i mean) got 1 poin. And i got this point, but its not really that helpful for my scary score. And about this rule, there's so many pros and contra. They who admit they're pro said because this rule maybe the school want to decrease the late-students.And they who said they're contra said so many student outside district is smart --i need to tell that its true! but then, this rule isn't give that strong effect like the others.
So i that's all. i dont know why government is getting weird and worse *for me. but i just hope that's all can work out like they hope and can change the quality of human in here.
Okay, back to me. Alhamdulillah i get into my dream school even tho i must go through nervous-thingy and crying cs i almost got kicked like i said before. But then, i got 66 position of 72 posistion. close enough to death, layyy.
I hope i can through 3yrs in this school with strict rule and i'll be less dumb. hehe!<3
